Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

I.O.U = I owe too many!


I think I owe a lot of people. I think I owe some in forms of cash, and some in forms of favor, some in form of kind deeds, others in unwholesome deeds. Sigh.. whatever IOUs I have, it's definitely way too many to count. Why do I owe so much? Let's talk about karma. This is a overrated word being used too commonly in certain context. When karma is mentioned, a lot of people have different perception of it.

To me, I take karma as a form of Experience. This is not only one experience, but a collection of experiences throughout lifetimes. One misconception of karma is that it is a belief that karma is a form of re-action produced by one's past causes when one is young in this life. Other misconceived notion of Karma is that it is a product of a philosophy to explain the mysteries of life.

However, there's more to meet than the eye, Karma is simply a result of a cause and effect. It doesn't start on this one life. It traces back to the very beginning of one's intention and action. As a result of this accumulation of past experiences and actions stored in our unconscious mind (heart) (Buddhist term: Alaya Consciousness) or the 7th consciousness; what we are is a product of these various imprints and collected throughout our cycle of existence. When you understand the concept of Karma, you'd understand the concept of rebirth. However, we're not going to discuss the theory of who comes 1st, chicken or egg. I'm going to talk about karma. Something very plain that a child can understand but an old wise man would find it difficult to practice.

It comes down to your intention, if the intention produced by the cause is pure and good, then the results are as such. If otherwise, so it is as well. "As you sow, so shall you reap..."Why we are is because we have a mission, some are here to repay their dues, settle debts and complete certain things. Some are here to receive rewards, getting their paid dues and correct errors.
Whatever forms of karma we have created, we have to bear them. It's all about being responsible to one's actions , be it wholesome or unwholesome. When you have completed this task, then that karma is taken care of or purified.

Just imagine, if you had a decade of lifetimes, think of the karmic actions you'd have created. Now, bring this to a bigger picture and see a myriad of karmic actions that you have created, collected, stored and to be accountable later, Can you see how much of IOUs you have created by yourself and others?

It's time to clear my debts....

May you be well and happy.
Om Ah Hum!

PS: To those who've already seen and realize the potential harm of karmic actions, here is a wonderful Dharma to extinguish and purify your past karmic actions:

Recite the 100 syllable of Vajrasattva Bodhisattva Mahasattva Mantra:

Om vajra sattva sa ma ya 
ma nupa la ya, vajra sattva tre no pa
tri stha dridho me bhava
su to kh-yo me bha va
su po kh-yo me bha va
anu ra-kto me bha va
sar va sid-dhim me pra ya cha
sa rva karma su ca-me
Ci-ttam Shri-yam kuru HUM!
ha ha ha ha ho bha-ga-van
Sa rva ta tha-ga ta
Va-jra ma-me mun ca
Va-jri bha va maha samaya sattva ah!

Recite sincerely in front of Image of Vajra-sattva 7, 21 or 108 times.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Life and Death... all in a day!

September 17th will be remembered for joy and sorrow. It was my good friend, Frederick's 34th birthday. It has been 4 years we're together as close pals. Every year we would celebrate it with a small dinner affair with a few close friends. Yesterday, I was one of the few but close good friends that came over to celebrate his birthday with him and his new beau. It was an unusual feeling.

The dinner was wonderful and they cooked up a gourmet feast. Chris and I bought a cheese cake which he liked very much and it was a wonderful moment. I'm glad I'm a part of that.

At the same time, the late afternoon, we received bad tidings that one of our good friend, Michael Yang died in a freak car accident. I've known Michael for 6 years as we were gym mates. He and his partner were travelling to Kluang to visit his mother, the accident happened in the afternoon and his car turned turtle and he was hurled out of his seat. He suffered internal bleeding and he died in the hospital.

In one day, I was able to see Life and Death whizzing by in a flash. I celebrated a friend's birthday and I also mourn the loss of another. Indeed life is very fragile and precious. We should treasure each and every moment of our life and appreciate all the things we have. This is a real wake up call for me to cherish and appreciate all that I love. Truly humbled by this.

All things are Impermanent, All things are subjected to change. So it is with Life. There is birth and death. Do Good, Avoid Evil, Purify the mind. Maha Saddhu!

I'll end this blog with a prayer, one for the birthday boy and one for the departed friend.

Om Mani Padme Hum! Tadyatha OM! Bekandze Bekanze Maha Bekanze Raze Samugate Soha!
May my good friend, Frederick Loi be well and happy. May he be blessed with peace and long life. May his wishes be fulfilled. May all abundance of blessing be upon him. May he be free from mental suffering and sickness. May the Light of Buddhas shine upon him and bath him with wisdom and compassion. Om Tare Tut tare Tore Svaha!

Om Ah Hum. Om Amrta Teje Hara Hum!
May Michael Yang be free from his suffering and be free from the bondage of Karma. May my good friend be free from his karmic suffering! May he break free from the bondage of anger, delusion and desire. May Amitabha great compassionate father of limitless life and light shine your light upon my friend and guide him to your Pure land so he will be save from the 3 evil ways and ensure his enlightenment! May his spirit rest in peace

OM MANI PADME HUM! may all sentient beings be well and happy!